Ive been looking, wanting, needing for that affection from someone. The warmth from that person, The feeling of being protected and secured. The longer you held hands with that person, the harder for you to let go.

Problem is that you're not even sure if you feel something towards the person because the thing you want is security. You're not even sure if you both have mutual feelings for each other. Are you being used because you're easy to grasp? Because you are curious? Because youre there and the person they really like are currently not with them? Who even knows.