Gusto ko na magkaroon ng sariling bahay :(

Kahapon:

Ako: Buti pa sila Sharlon at Tisha magkakasama sa Olongapo ngayon. Mama: Anong gusto mong gawin ko?
Ako: Magkaroon tayo ng sariling bahay sa Olongapo.

Nakakainggit lang kasi, kapag mga walang pasok tulad ng mga semestral breaks, mga kaibigan ko nakakauwi ng Olongapo sa mga sarili nilang bahay. Habang kami ni mama nandito lang sa Angeles. Lahat ng mga kaibigan ko may mga sariling bahay sa Olongapo. Kami lang ata ang wala. Kaya tuloy madalas nahihirapan kami magsama-sama para magreunion. Minsan naman, nagkikita-kita sila, at syempre wala ako.

Oo, tama nga si mama, dito kasi sa Angeles ang pinili kong school ee. Kahit rin siya gusto niya sa Olongapo talaga. Ayaw niya rito sa Pampanga ee, dahil sa mga experience niya raw dati sa mga kapampangan. Hindi naman ako nagsisisi na dito ko pinili mag-aral. Pero syempre sa Olongapo ako lumaki, mga kaibigan at kamag-anak ko LAHAT doon nakatira.

Ang hirap talaga kasi ng walang sariling bahay. Palipat lipat na kami, sa Gapo pa lang. Tapos nangungupahan pa kami. Sa isang buwan 6000 ang ibabayad namin. Ang laking pera ang nakakaltas sa amin di ba. Nakakapanghinayang. Edi kung inipon namin yung tig-6000 na pera simula pa lang, baka matagal na kaming may sariling bahay.

Ngayon at lumipat kami ng mama ko sa Angeles, pinoproblema namin kapag pumupunta kami sa Olongapo dahil wala kaming tutulugan kaya madalas sandaling araw lang kami, minsan mismong araw ng dating namin ay uuwi na kami agad kinagabihan. Marami kaming kamag-anak sa Gapo pero lahat sila maliliit lang ang bahay tapos napakalayo pa sa siyudad. Hindi kami masyado makagalaw tapos medyo magulo pa. Hindi naman pwedeng maghotel o mag-apartelle kami doon dahil sobrang gastos noon. Hindi tuloy namin magawang makapagpasko o bagong taon roon kasama ng mga kamag-anak namin na kadalasan naming ginagawa nung nasa Gapo pa kami.

Hindi ko ni minsang inisip noong bata ako na kukunin ko ang kursong Architecture. Hindi ko rin pinangarap na maging arkitekto ako. Biglaan nalang  na kinuha ko ito dahil hindi ako makapagdesisyon agad. Kaya siguro Architecture ang naiplano sa akin ng Diyos dahil sa ganitong kadahilan o sa iba pang dahilan na sa matagal na panahon ko pa malalaman.

Sana talaga magkasariling bahay na kami kahit maliit lang.

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Kagabi, pumunta mga bago kong kaibigan dito sa bahay namin. Paano kasi si Klark/Kee-chan gusto daw niya ng spaghetti. Ee nung birthday ko hindi sila nakatikim ng luto ng mama ko. Kaya yon, sila Erikko, Klark at Isaac pumunta sa bahay namin. Mga around 9:00pm na kami nakauwi noon galing Theatre Guild! Sa totoo lang 7pm palang gusto ko na umuwi dahil pagod na ako.

Anyway, pagpunta namin sa bahay, inantay muna namin matapos si mama magluto ng spaghetti. Tapos non, nagsikain na kami. Marami rin silang nasandok aa! Nagulat ako hahaha. Ako agad akong nabusog dahil naparami inom ko ng Nestea kaya di ko naubos ung pangalawang sandok ko. Tapos natutuwa talaga ako pagkumain si Erikko, ang hinhin-hinhin niya kumain. Tapos ang linis pa.

Pagkatapos ng lamunan, nagpicture picture kami haha. Pero nadelete ko rin kasi navirused pala yung card reader ko hahaha. Too bad. LOL. Pagkatapos bigla naming napag-usapan yung cosplay. Ito talaga rin ang nakakatuwang part nung gabing iyon.. Kasi gustong gusto nilang tatlo na magcosplay talaga. Lalo na si Isaac. Kinabukasan talaga malaman ko nung magkita kami ni Isaac, nagdecide siya na icocosplay niya yung si Orochimaru from Naruto. HAHAHA. Nakakatuwa kasi interested talaga siya at saka gusto niya talagang masubukan magcosplay.

Sila Klark naman baka magvocaloid or blue exorcist. Gusto kasi ni Klark blue ang buhok. Fave color niya kasi. Si Erikko kahit ano naman yata ee. Ang ikinatutuwa ko rin talaga rito ee yung may natagpuan akong mga tao rito sa Pampanga na pwede kong makasabay talaga sa mga cosplays habang malayo ako sa mga kaibigan kong nasa Manila. <3

Sana may mangyari sa mga plano namin. hahaha

Ive been looking, wanting, needing for that affection from someone. The warmth from that person, The feeling of being protected and secured. The longer you held hands with that person, the harder for you to let go.

Problem is that you're not even sure if you feel something towards the person because the thing you want is security. You're not even sure if you both have mutual feelings for each other. Are you being used because you're easy to grasp? Because you are curious? Because youre there and the person they really like are currently not with them? Who even knows.

My birthday finally ended!

Today was like any other day. Dahil "birthday" ko lang ang nagdagdag excitement sa akin kanina. Yung pagpasok mo ng school, gusto mo malaman kung ilan o sinu-sino mga babati sa iyo. Pati sa facebook inaabangan mo kung sino-sino ang babati sayo.

Kaninang umaga ko narin binuksan yung ipinadalang regalo sa akin ni Mark! Online friend ko siya. Nakilala ko sa online game na Gunbound. Two weeks before my birthday, dumating yung pinadala niya at nakuha ko lang ito nung martes lang kasi tinamad akong kunin haha grabe.

Ito nga pala iyon:

nakakatuwa dahil kahit malayo siya, gumawa talaga siya ng paraan para maipadala ito sa akin. kahit ganito kasimple lang ang ginawa niya. :)

May mga cards pa yan pero di ko na malagay! ang tagal mag-upload ee.

Nagcheck na rin ako ng facebook nung umagang iyon. As usual may bumati naman. Pinakamahaba yatang post doon ay yung kay KOY. (ayan na banggit na kita. naka-bold letters pa. HAPPY??)

Naging masaya rin naman ang kaarawan ko kahit hindi ito tulad nung dati na may marami akong bisita, mga kaibigan at mga pinsang bumibisita. Prelim exams kasi namin ngayon kaya nahirapan makadalo ang mga kaklase ko sa school. Kaya ang ginawa ko nalang, nagdala ako ng spaghetti na luto ng inay ko! Maraming natuwa nga sa luto ng nanay ko ee. Masarap daw at kakaiba! Grabe, nakakataba rin ng puso. Syempre, nanay ko kaya nagluto niyan! :))

Pagkatapos kong maghula sa exams namin kaninang hapon, umalis ako ng room at dumiretso sa bagong tinatambayan ko na Theatre Guild. Kinantahan nila akong lahat ng isang malakas na "HAPPY BIRTHDAY". Nakakatuwa silang lahat. Tapos sabi nila, debut ko daw bakit wala raw akong 18 candles or roses. Kaya tuloy, si Kuya Khey nagdecide na mangolekta ng tigpipiso at lalagyan ng pangalan nila or happy birthday!

Tapos maraming kuhanang picture ang naganap! Kahit sa ganoong paraan lang, napaligaya ako ng mga tao sa paligid ko ngayong kaarawan ko.
:)

***magdadagdag nalang cguro ako ng photos next time ^^

Namimiss ko na mga pinsan ko!

waaah! so may girlfriend na yung pinsan kong isa! ako nalang ata sa magpipinsan hindi pa nagkakaroon ng chuvanels. Hindi ako sanay na may girlfriend na pinsan kooo ; v ;
parang naaalala ko bata palang kami, ngayon may pa-"i love you" (2x) na siya. Isa siya kasi sa mga pinakaclose kong pinsan kasi! Pero dahil sa family problems hindi na kami nagkakausap :( huhuhu. Nakakalungkot isipin!


Ang bilis ng panahon! hindi na talaga kami bata. Malalaki na kami at hindi ako makapaniwala na hanggang ala-ala nalang talaga yung mga panahon na naghahabulan kaming magpipinsan at nag-aaway-away dahil sa mga simpleng bagay. Ngayon yung isa ko pang pinsan may asawa't anak na sa batang edad palang(mga 18-20?). Dahil rin rito hindi na kami nakakapagbonding. Yung karamihan may mga trabaho na dahil hindi kayang maipag-aral ng mga tito at tita ko. Nagkahiwahiwalay tuloy kami. Nakakalungkot talaga. Sana dumating yung araw na magkasama-sama ulit kami na parang tulad nung dati! Ang saya kasi kasama lahat ng mga pinsan ko.. miss ko na sila ng sobra. :c

i am still scared.


HUWWHHYYY PEOPLE/FRIENDS ON THE INTERNET 8C U MAKE ME SO SAAAAAAAAAAD


i seriously need MORE friends so i don't have to feel alone every time this happens. :( actually i don't know what i really need right now.

Singing "Happiness"

i haven't listen to Arashi's song "Happiness" for a very long time! and i thought i still remember the lyrics of that song but i think not!!

i still danced along with the song though!! it was funny the whole time i was singing/murmuring cause i missed a lot of lyrics = v = ;;

yep that's what mostly happened.

Another cosplay event

I went to another cosplay event here in Angeles City, Pampanga with my two cousins this time! I didn't cosplay though. Just attended the event for being me. And I got a little bored. Maybe because i just came from a con in Pasay City, Manila. an event called VOCAFUSION. Damn it. Vocaloids everywhere. Didn't really interest me at looking at those similar looking cosplays that time.

Anyway, surprisingly kuya Jon, the anime club's president, welcomed me in the Robinsons mall with a hug. I thought he dislikes hugs especially from girls? oh well it didn't came from me anyway. Met some members, saw some cosplayers. They are not that many though. I guess i am expecting something like the vocafusion event xD except less vocaloids.

Stayed in that event with Vince's older brother, Lance. He was the one who used my camera the whole event since i am lazy to take pictures and because the cosplayers really didn't interests me. There were some games held in that event. Surprisingly they were giving an album of Parokya ni Edgar, Spongecola and Kamikazee as prizes! It made me want to win a game but a part of me doesn't want to join. So i just watched everyone participating some games and win those albums.

At the end of the event, Lance bought me a hat of my choice! O_O i chose Super Mario's hat! because Luigi's hat we're all sold out :( He told me he wanted to buy me something since we rarely get to see each other in school.

I gladly thanked Lance for that!! Then i somehow received Kamikazee's album, Long Time Noisy from Vince. Maybe because i won't stop spazzing about Kamikazee and bluhs. :))

Lance said goodbye to me and i reunited to my cousins who i left behind :))

THEN I SAW THIS CUTE BUNNY IN A DEPARTMENT STORE THAT REMINDED ME OF JOHN! of course i bought it!

I am going to remove those pink thingies on the bunny..

i was being john here.. sort of.

DUUURP I AM BALD

I am going to tell you guys what happened to my trip to Manila next time! ...maybe.

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i want to disappear to disappear disappear right now ayoko na magkaroon ng kaibigan para hindi ako nasasaktan napakaswapang ko ayoko na magkaroon ng kaibigan para hindi narin sila nahihirapan sa akin ayoko na ayoko na mas madalas pa akong nasasaktan kapag meron akong kaibigan masaya rin magkaroon ng kaibigan pero ayoko ng nasasaktan mas maganda na walang kaibigan para hindi na ako nasasaktan at hindi na ako liligaya mas maganda na iyon kesa masaktan pa ako sana wala na akong kasamang tao sana wala nang nakakakita sa akin para madali na ang lahat ang gulo guloguglo gulo masaya ako at unti lang kaibigan ko dahil balang araw iiwan din nila ako mangyayari at mangyayari iyon walang taong makakaintindi sa akin kahit kailan kasi kahit ako hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko walang taong magugustuhan ako dahil di nga nila ako maiiintindihan naiinis ako sa lahat lalo na sa akin hanggang ngayon tinatanong ko sa sarili ko kung ano ang ginagawa ko rito sana nalang hindi ako narito aksidente man ako o hindi sana nalang hindi na ako narito naguguluhan na ako wala niisang ginagawa ko ngayon ang nakakatulong sa pinoproblema ko kung ano man ang pinoproblema ko........ano ba pinoproblema ko hindi ko alam malakas topak ko sana narin hindi na ako nakakaramdam sana puro utak nalang gumagana sa akin ayoko na makaramdam ng mga ganito mas mapapadali ang buhay ko kapag wala na akong emosyon napakawalang kwenta ko nakakabwisit naiinis ako sobra sa sarili ko




naiinis ako.. ang bait bait ng mga kaibigan ko ang saya ko may kaibigan pa ako mahal na mahal ko sila sana di sila mawala agad sa akin.....natatakot ako

when some plans don't go according to what i want it to be, either simple or not.. i most of the time cry about it. not it really helps me solve my problems, it somehow eases the pain. it just naturally happens and it shows how weak i really am.

Stayed up late again but this time it's different because finally, i did some drawing! I am proud of myself!!...a little. I havent drawn like this since last year i think. I can't even remember because it was too long ago. If only i could stop sulking and whining everything about my drawing and start doing things like this coz it would really help. meh, but I rarely listen to myself. HURR.

too lazy to scan so i just took a picture of it.

I don't own that character, it's Andrew Hussie's Karkat. :)

It's finally happening! right? :D

SO IT'S FINALLY WEDNESDAY. OH MOTHER OF GRUBS. I AM SO HAPPY, SO --------EXCIT-ED!! On Saturday, i'll be leaving home early so i can arrive at my friend's place at morning. I CAN'T WAIT OH MY GOG. We are going to cosplay the beta kids from Homestuck! I am so happy.. WE are so happy that finally this shit is going to happen soon! I am going to cosplay John and Lemon will cosplay as Dave then Younri will cosplay as Jade. Too bad we don't have a Rose. Our Rose can't come because of problems i guess. And some friends we hardly have any contact.

OKAY. I kind of had a hard time convincing mom without her nagging at me but in the end she allowed me to go. THANKS MOM! :(

So, This will be my first trip ALONE on the way to Manila. I am not really scared right now.. i bet my legs will be shaking when i finally get to ride a bus to Cubao. I guess, it is time for me to be independent?

There is this cosplay event on SMX convention center called VOCAFUSION. It is my first time attending to a Con also. And woohoo me, i dont even know much about vocaloids except for the first set of synthesizer dudes like Miku and Len. There's something about Nico Nico Douga. I kept hearing them from my friends and youtube, i dont know maybe those people are in that event? All i am after are the cosplayers and that we get to cosplay finally. ( I AM GOING TO LOOK FOR HETALIA COSPLAYERS ) My friend was the one who bought us tickets, because i am poor and can't even afford a P200 worth tickets. I MEAN WTF. THAT'S EXPENSIVE FOR A TICKET. WHHYYYYY. Sorry i can't handle prices like that. i am really cheap i know.

And we kept on talking on and on about this and made some plans:

• arriving in Manila early ( I HOPE LEMON BRINGS ME TO HER SCHOOL, UST D: )
• going to stay at her condo for 3 days and 2 nights. I mean whoa, mom actually allowed me for that long. O.O
• going to watch The Ring 3D on theaters? well crap, i cant even watch the trailers on youtube! WHHHY YOUNRI D:
• going to watch movies on LEMON's place. John asked for it.
• going to survive at LEMON's condo without food
• going to make horns for Karkat and Terezi. I hope there's more time.
• I WANT TO EXPLORE SM NORTH EDSA!!
• going to wear all my HS shirts
• PARTY AT VOCAFUSIONNNN! wooooo I wonder if LEMON's bro is really going to be BRO?
• on Monday, LEMON will surely bring me to her school! YAY but i have to wait for her since it's her summer finals at that day. Going to help myself get lost in her HUGE school then!
• going to buy souvenirs from UST! woo!
• taking a lot of pictures! too bad i cant bring my DSLR. It's fine with me since our digicam is really awesome as DSLR too! though i need disposable batteries :(
• sad part is i'll be leaving on monday at afternoon to avoid rush hours :(

I hope i have a lot of good time! I need to get out of this city once in a while and reunite with old friends. Because my "friends" here in this city sucks hardcore bone bulge.

I really hope we can do all the things listed above~! And i hope i have a safe trip! God please guide me all the way!<3

Hiya

So i am thinking of updating my blog here. And i am confused with the new look of this site.

I am currently finding my way out of boredom and blogging is my last resort. And i dont even know what to write here. All i know is I am emotionally hurt and i cant get over with things at the moment. I hate it. Negative thoughts wont stop evading my mind. Confidence and self-esteem are going from 10 out of 100 to negative infinite. I kept thinking that "I dont deserve people, i am annoying as fuck why do i have to live, i am better off alone or must be best for me to just disappear, why is this happening to me every school year.. people are not the problem and it is me." etc.etc. BLUH BLUH.

I really dont know what to do right now. After this month, school will start again and I am going to see those people. I would rather be alone because everyone dont know me than being alone because everyone is avoiding me. It's kind of hard that I am socially inactive, not really. I mean I am shy and dont really spread my human wings and flutter it around people i just met. It's a little hard for me to adjust. I always start low with people. I don't know, I sometimes am talkative when talking to some people. I mean.. now that i think about it. I REALLY DONT KNOW. Depends on the people im talking to? Depends on my mood? Depends on the weather?

Im sorry i am currently experiencing complications with me and my thoughts right now. :))

We dont get along pretty well.

Anyway, all I want to happen this next semester is find true friends that will make me happy, make me know that they are always there, someone i can truly trust and people who will trust me back, some people who will stay by my side forever?? LOL. Forever never lasts. I think. Let's not make an assurance. Someone who will stay by my side. I wish i can make a group of friends that i can love in this place. (my friends are all faraway. they are the only one's left now. i feel so alone lol)

Oh and I accidentally followed myself on this site. Hahaha, i got confused with this new blog look. But i wont unfollow myself. I am the 3rd follower of my not-so-active blog! :D

hooray for pizzas!

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Summer break, Summer Night!

Hell mother effin' yeah for summer break!
Well, as expected, i am being unproductive this summer break once again. Not actually i've hoped for. I had a lot of productive things that i wanted to do this summer listed on my mind (dont worry i didnt forget those things). Like:

• drawing
• painting
• read books
• practice with my foreveralone guitar
• read Homestuck
• make a new deviantart id and post craps

oookay. I thought i had a lot of things listed here but i guess i really did forget half of it :I 

The only successful thing i've done that is listed above is reading Homestuck whiiiich is not really productive at all. (place your palm on your face. it'll help.)

Let's talk about my summer night~
Ask about my summer night! Well, it's furrking hot thanks for asking. To add some twist in my hot, quiet night...

midnight snackin with cookies and warm milk in my trusty cancer mug <3! yummy~ :3

with a cancer troll dude jawdropping at the sight of the cookies, ironically

(took a bite at one of the cookies before taking this shot. i was hungry)
my drafting table serving as a dining table. i think it's much more useful this way o:
(look at Karkat gooo~ <3 oh lordy, he's so adorable)

that's it i guess. showed you 1/24 of our house, hope you guys are happy! 8D
I have to hit the hay now, it's 3am here! O.O

pchoooo~!

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Maid Mickey the Mouse

I remember when i was a child, I always attach a handkerchief on my stuff toy, Mickey Mouse, on his ears just so he would look like a girl and would look like Maid Marian the Fox from Robin hood. Ooooh memories D:

I even remembered, that i thought Mickey looked really pretty with a veil XD.. or some kind of blanket attached on his ears.


Oh, and in my childhood, every time i play with my toys, Mickey is always the female protagonist. Oh how i missed playing with my toys :( oh why do we have to grow up

I never liked facebook's timeline

but WTFNO. I heard they'll be having a countdown for 7days!? Timeline is now mandatory, whether we like it or not, ALL the profiles of those people who still havent changed their profile's feature, will be in changed automatically into that feature, timeline. D:


I never liked it because it looks so stuffy. And the banner on top is eating up the space. MHHH. It's very confusing at first but i somehow know how it works, but i still dont like it!


Whatever, it'll happen soon enough, as expected. Nothing i can do, but rant about it at first, then like it eventually. That's how it always go. Then soon facebook will lose it's people because of this google+ i heard about. Cause i also think it'll happen soon too :))


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University Days: Day 1

After dying for weeks, im alive once again! Wooo. Expect me to blog for one day and return in time that no one knows :D Since im currently procrastinating, again, i thought of nothing to do except to make a post for my blog. (I post more in my tumblr than here though. I only post something here when it's worth... Posting for :| )


So, since im really really tired today, i want to type and type and type a lot here. (redundancy. IKR) So let's talk about my day today! DANGER: LONG POST AHEAD.


What's the date today? Oh Right, January 25! Today's the start of our school's U-days or should I say, University Days! I know! It sounds fun! But before we get to the fun part.. 


MORNING:
8:00am I came to the classroom ALMOST late in our class. I didnt pass anything to our Sir Salas, the professor, today (actually i never passed anything ever since the 2nd semester began :| goodluck to my grades.) Half, of the room were doing good stuffs like doing their projects for that subject, while my friends were practicing for their acoustic band for Saturday's battle...That happened after we took a lot of photos with ourselves. Then after few hours, we asked permission from Sir Salas that we'll go to the comfort room. WE LIED. We went down to eat. After reaching the canteen and my friends bought food, my friend, Joanna, spotted Sir Salas in the canteen! We rushed around the food stalls to hide and avoid the Sir! After doing some ninja techniques, we ran towards the elevator and went back to our classroom (the Last floor, 7th Floor).


Le elevator opens. Wild two friends appeared! They were about to go down to buy food too :| So we came along. Then, we spotted Sir Salas again and ran then hide. Later we bought food. It was so fun! You know, running away from your prof. Especially if you know what you're doing is kinda wrong :)) Anyway!*skips*
We were singing, inside the room. (I was actually just singing along since i dont belong in their band). I thought it's wrong to sing inside the room because earlier, Sir Salas wont let anyone strum a guitar. But Joanna told me it's okay because she saw Sir Salas' reaction was in awe. So we continued singing.


Later, Sir Salas spoke. He told everyone, to dont stop singing. In a monotonous tone. Everyone stopped making a noise. He then started yelling at us, how we dont do our projects and stuffs. And how we're like dirt that's stuck under our fingernails. USELESS. Mmyeah. My classmates didnt like it.


AFTERNOON:
Anywho! We ate at Mcdonald's! I spent P50 for Mcsavers, with it's puny chicken fillet matched with a fist of rice. (It never makes me full, but because it's cheap.. okay) Then i asked for a gravy refill just to eat it :)) I love gravies. Then went back alone to the school because i like it that way, and since they're practicing again while inside Mcdo. I replaced my previous ordered green t-shirt. Because the shirt was really fit to me. I felt like superman.

What the fuck are you waiting for??? Let's fly bitches!!

THAT's... what Kuya Drake said earlier. :| But I know you'll get the point :)) It's Written in Kapampangan and I dont understand it since im not one of them.

Then after signing up for the attendance, i went to watch the cheering competition but i was a bit late, but even so i found Joanna and hang around with them for a bit, then i separated from them because they were gonna practice again. I Stayed with my anime club friends for the whole afternoon.


Evening:
6:00pm - I texted my mom that i was soooo hungry and disappointed that our club was totally messed up, unorganized and.. HNGHH. Then so, we ate at Chowking! With mom and Joanna's mom. The Chow Fan, Yang chow totally lacks something! It has NO effing salt in it! I was disappointed, but i was sooooo hungry so i ate it hungrily :)) .. i even ate half of my mom's noodles. Haha. Then we returned to our school, and brought mom and tita inside, which is now allowed. Wooo. The school's really crowded.
I got bored with the club's "MAID AND BUTLER CAFE." It's so epic fail i dont want to talk about it :| .. NVM, ill tell you. We dont have tables, chairs, cooking pans/non stick pans, we lack food, we drinks, plates.. EVERYTHING. MOTHER OF GOD, I was sooo disappointed! I want to replace our president for a moment there and arrange everything! Im not boasting or anything but i thought ill do a better job! >_<

Bernadette, invited us to go ride the ROUND-UP (A round spinning thingy ride that make you spin when you ride it. UHHH.. ) So Bernadette, Kenneth, Melton, Kuya Eric, Yahnnie and a girl went together along with me towards the theme park. We ended up riding the Ferris wheel.
At first i was telling Bernadette that riding a ferriswheel is really boring. There's no thrill. Later, we ended up riding the Ferris Wheel, and she treated us! WOOO. She sat with Kenneth, and I sat with Melton. The other three got left behind. Sorry guys! XD
And, then, i ate my words. The ferris wheel only just started, but i was already screaming and clinging on to Melton. OH GOD, i was so pathetic. Everytime we reach the top i cling onto him. Tears started to come out from my eyes! hahaha. It's so funny and fun. I was holding him everytime i feel that G force. He's trying to comfort me though. I somehow calmed down later, but by that time, the wheel was about to stop. XD We came down, seeing both bernadette and kenneth have tracks of tears on their eyes. HAHAHA. I dont know why we have to act like that in that baby ride :))


Then we returned to the place where we were staying, in the club's maid cafe stuff. Oh! i hugged Kenneth really tight. I feel comfortable hugging him ^_^. Because, my guy friends in the said club were wearing butler outfits and holding a sign "FREE HUGS" written on it. Actually only Kuya Drake and Vince were holding those signs, since they had a bet. Whoever loses will wear a maid cafe :)) In the end, I hugged Vince and Kuya Drake. (That reminds me! Madel stole a kiss from Vince on the cheek! O_O WTH. XD (Madel has a crush on Vince, you see. XD BUT DANG. I dont have guts to do that! Naiilang nga ako sa babae. LOL. Lalaki pa kaya. And yeah, vince knows that girl...is obsessed with him?? XD )


After few more hours, 9:00pm i think, we left the school with my feet hurting, Joanna's mom mad at her, and my mom who's really tired too. and now im typing this post for le blog. woot.


END OF DAY1
Anyway, that's it. I admit. I was bored because I was disappointed and was expecting MORE from day 1. But it's just Day 1 anyway. Maybe there's something interesting will happen tomorrow. More happiness. And whoa! it's 1:30am here already! NOT GOOD. I must sleep for future need. Let's enjoy tomorrow! YAAAY!


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I was touched to receive a text from a friend outside my class. (means she's not my classmate). She said that I am no longer spending time with her. And she was sad. I was touched because she was actually seeking my presence hahaha. That doesnt sound quite right. She actually wants to spend time with me. There. Anyway, i see her most of the time in our "Tambayan". I'd love to hang out with her but how can I if she's with her boyfriend? AAALL the time. All lovey-dovey, hands glued together, exchanging sweet words with each other. And how do you think am i suppose to enter their world? Or is it even smart to enter their planet?


I wish i can hang out with that crazy mood swinging girl again too (she's so scary when she suddenly gets cranky. I dont even know why XD ). I guess, when the time is right :))